June 24 2015

Everyday is so different here. Today I worked with Dani, he is my Jewish Camp Mom - he is taking amazing care of me and I am so grateful. He checks on me all the time. He teaches me glass - he is an extremely talented and successful glass artist. I am so privileged to get to work with him and spend time with him. He is a wonderful mother to me. The entire staff had the day off today, starting after lunch. After doing some photography, I worked on a bowl I am making in the fused glass studio. Then, Dani invited me to a gathering for dinner. This is so wonderful, to feel included and cared for. My mind keeps getting blown up - over and over and over. I am so alone, but not at all alone. Today is my third day here, it feels like I've been here for weeks. I have so many ups and downs. I'm an emotional person, so get used to it. I think someone here does not like how sensitive I am, and I'm OK with that. Maybe. And this is me. Motherfucker.