Twinning. August 24, 2019

Today I felt shitty. I felt bored and antsy. Not motivated, but also so sick of being at home. I didn’t want to go anywhere or do anything, but I was so fucking bored. Bored bored bored. I know there are worse things than feeling bored and antsy at the same time. There are much worse things. And. Today I was not having it. None of it. I feel lonely. My back is still sore and tight and weird. Moko (baby photo) and I are twins, and I didn’t even mean to make the same face. I should have gone to Watermelon Island.

School is starting soon, it’s like the slowest damn band-aid removal ever. The lead-up is so annoying. It’s a good thing that my kids are driving me bananas, so I don’t miss them so much. Today I screamed at them, then stormed off to my bedroom and slammed the door as hard as I could. Fuckers. Fighting and bickering all the damn time. They know exactly how to make me lose my mind and they fuck with me, constantly. (You know I love them, but dammit!).

I am OK. I hope you are OK, too. I am breathing. And doing yoga. I’m reading a dirty novel. Watching Glee.

Sending you love and light in the crazy ass times.

Love and miss you!

Love, Eden