May 4, 2020
I woke up with more energy today, which is interesting because I slept like shit. Up at 3 am. I sleep/listened to Parks and Rec for hours and hours. I dreamed I had my 4 back molars removed, Mayim was with me, he still needed a carseat, we had to get a ride home because I drove. The dentist was going to give us a ride home, but then I couldn’t find her anywhere. Her name was Celeste. I was stressed about Mayim’s carseat, it was still in the truck that I drove to the appointment. I don’t own a truck in real life. The truck in my dream was the same exact truck that Tyra drives in Friday Night Lights. I was stressing about the carseat. Stressing about the dentist who disappeared, but who was supposed to drive us home. What does it mean? I was trapped. I was stressed. Worrying about my baby. Worrying about my missing molars. Strange.
It’s 8:08 pm and I need to wind down.
Lots of love and to you and yours.