I have been feeling exhausted and depressed and I made the mistake of laying around over the weekend instead of getting out for a bike ride or hiking. I thinking being in nature is very much needed right now, for my heart and my sanity. Mistake noted and must do better starting now.

Today was lovely. We sat around for hours doing shibori. We try to get the kids involved, I swear we do. But it always ends up just the grown ups, which is fine. Fine fine. Everything is just fine. I’m not complaining, but you should know that during covid, fine is the new amazing.

The light is now shining on the world and it is revealing how horrendously America has dealt with this pandemic. Italy, France, and Germany are through it. America has the most cases in the world. Trump does not seem to notice this, does not seem to see this as a reflection of himself. I am wondering if Americans can see Trump for who is is now. Up until now, he has maintained popularity. Will a pandemic change people’s minds? This is absolutely agonizing. Seeing the world healing and moving on with America still suffering. My anxiety is high. I hate feeling this way.

Distraction!!!

I miss Eb and Bean. I want froyo!!! I want ice cream. I want french fries. Fresh french fries. I want them! I want a fancy cocktail while sitting at a chic bar. I want a delicious coffee drink. I want to get on an airplane. I want to be with my family in California, Florida, and Tennessee. I want to hang out with my mom. I want to be with Meghan. I want it all!!!

Distraction!!!

I love my bike. It’s a purple cruiser. I have a basket on the front. It’s so comfortable and stylish. Totally nailing it.

Trust yourself.

Trust your intuition.

Take back your power.

Sending all the love to you.

puh-puh-puh