Dusky Walk. July 27, 2020

Aaron and I took Honey Bird on a walk after dinner tonight. We are having a heat wave, I love heat waves. Also, I’m spoiled because we have a/c and a swimming pool. But I love the heat no matter what. I have fond memories of being at camp during heat waves. In Maine it is a humid hot. There’s no escape at camp, no a/c anywhere except the office. At times classes were canceled so we could all jump in the pool for a few minutes. I loved that. See, there are things at camp that I loved. You know it is hard for me.

Back to our dusky walk. We happened on a couple of friends, which is always nice. It was a hot and mellow walk. Aaron and I were sluggish. Fun to be slugs.

Today was a full day. I zoomed with my New Mama's Group. I love that group. Zoomed with Marisa and I started a sewing project. The boys slept late. Lavi woke up at noon. They are taking a computer programming class, the teacher is horrendous. Very, very boring. Amazingly boring. Like, how do you not know you are so horribly boring and not try to be more interesting? They both enjoyed learning the coding. Lavi keeps asking me if he has to keep going. But I paid for it! Ugh! He will go. And be bored. It’s a good lesson to learn that there are awful teachers in the world. Then Aaron and I had lunch together. I continued to sew. Then Aaron and I worked out, had a swim, I made dinner. I had anxiety. We ate dinner. Took a walk. I forced myself to take a shower. And here I am. I want to watch a quick show, then lights out. I am going to get up early to join the meditation group. And that was my Monday. I was in a great mood and I also had lots of anxiety. Fun to do both kinds of things simultaneously.

I hope you are doing self-care. You are worth it. I miss all of you. Sending all the love.

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