Happy Birthday Danielle!!!

Today was Athena’s spay day. Poor girl. Doesn’t she look miserable? Just kidding, she is hyper! I called the vet because she has been so incredibly active after her surgery. They said that can happen after anesthesia. We’ll keep an eye on her.

My cousin and I were talking about our anxieties. His are so different than mine, we were fantasizing about doing a Freaky Friday swap. He never worries about germs or illnesses. He is an inspiration to me. What is that like, to not be a germaphobe?? I want to know! I never worry about social situations, I love being the center of attention. That is one of his worst anxieties. Freaky Friday!!! It is fascinating how we all have different things we worry about.

I have a lot of shoulds in my brain. I have a long list of what I would like to accomplish everyday, but I don’t get much of it done. I need to learn how to prioritize and make shit happen. Sometimes, with some things, I can get it all done. Other things, like daily journaling, not so much. I know it takes discipline. I just need to make it a habit and then it will be there. Also, I keep talking about applying to more galleries. That is on the list. Must do it.

Today I cleaned my house. I put all of the shoulds out of my mind and I dusted, wiped, swept, vacuumed, mopped. It was glorious. And so satisfying.

Sending so much love and healing to you all.