Scenes From Today’s Walk. May 19, 2020

Today was not great. How are you? This new life feels surreal. I want things to go back to normal, and not this new normal. Old normal. I know all of you want the same. Today I was too close to it, to in it, too much in my head, in my anxiety. I cried through my workout. This shit happens. It is nothing new, it is my new normal. I cannot wait to get into bed and shut everything out. I feel too much. It is exhausting. How is it for other sensitive people out there? Are you ok? You feeling too much, too? I want to scream all of the time. All of the fucking time. Where are our answers? Where are our leaders? Who the fuck is going to get us out of this mother fucking mess? Tell me that. We need a leader and not the moron in office. He is pure evil. Pure fucking evil. I am tired and I want answers. I want to feel safe. I want my family to be safe. I want all of you to be safe.

Sending you so much love. Sending you light. Sending you boundaries. Sending you a loving mantra.

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